99 ...It's only in your head you feel left out...

2004-08-31T04:08:37Z

I'm not sure which journal I feel like using anymore, but I will use them both. Be sure to read the other one. Anyway I had an awesome time sleeping over Mab's this weekend,we stayed up a long time and watched southpark, and saw napoleon dynamite. Good movie. then Monday babysat a very emotionally charged two year old. I finished Great Expectations!

Here's a survey to keep you entertained::

I AM: Someone
I WANT: Rewind and pause time
I HAVE: only myself to give
I WISH: For once some one would love me back
I HATE: my mistakes
I MISS: when we were all young and thought innocently
I FEAR: The future
I HEAR: Voices in the background
I SEARCH: Purpose
I WONDER: what would happen if I changed time
I REGRET: things I never meant to say
I LOVE: My friends that really care and my family
I ACHE: when I remember
I ALWAYS: Ponder the useless
I AM NOT: An open book
I DANCE: Dance Revolution
I SING: In funny voices
I CRY: Alone
I WRITE: poems, thoughts, stories
I WIN: when I get what I want
I LOSE: when I fail myself
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: peace and piece of mind
I SHOULD: practice my trumpet more often
[YES OR NO]
You keep a diary: no
You have a secret journal: not really, I write poems and stories in a note book though
You set your watch a few minutes ahead: No, unless it's still on band camp time
You bite your fingernails: sometimes
You believe in love: Yes
[DO YOU]
Take a shower everyday: Yup
Have a(any) crush(es): Not really sure
Think you know you've been in love: Yes and I hate the part of myself that fell for him
Want to get married: Okay I suppose
Have any tattoos/where?: No
Piercings/where?: Nope
Get motion sickness: No, I like long drives
Think you're a health freak: no, but I try to stay pretty healthy
Get along with your parents: sometimes
[FAVORITE]
NUMBER: 33
COLOR: Red
DAY: Thursday
MONTH: August
SONG: Set Phasers to Stun by Taking back Sunday or Perfect Teeth by Motion City Soundtrack
FOOD: Salad
SEASON: Spring
SPORT: Swimming or Basketball
DRINK: Milkshake
VEGGIE: Spinach
FRUIT: Peach
FAST FOOD:
[IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU]
CRIED? No
HELPED SOMEONE? No
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yea
GOTTEN SICK? No
GONE TO THE MOVIES? No
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? No
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? Maybe to a family member
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? nah
TALKED TO AN EX? nope
MISSED AN EX? nope
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Well this counts
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? no
MISSED SOMEONE? yea, A little bit
HUGGED SOMEONE? yea
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
[WOULD YOU EVER]
1. Eat a bug? for money
2. Bungee jump? hmm, I dunno
3. Hang glide? maybe
4. Kill someone? no
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? no way
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? probably never
7. Parachute from a plane? sure
8. Walk on hot coals? no
9. Go out with someone for their looks? probably not
10. For their reputation? nope
11. Be a vegetarian?
12. Wear plaid with stripes? um, ok
13. IM a stranger? I dunno
14. Sing karaoke? sure
15. Get drunk? yes, It would be hard not to get caught but amusing to act like an idiot
16. Shoplift? no
17. Run a red light? I will probably end up doing so on accident
18. Dye your hair blue? o yes
19. Be on Survivor? No
20. Wear makeup in public? yea, I have
21. NOT wear makeup in public? yes, not wearing making is what I normally do
22. Make someone cry? I'd try not too
23. Kick a baby?No that's really mean
24. Date someone more than ten years older than you? Maybe when I'm older, 10 years is like 3/4 of my life
25. Stay up all through the night? Yea

...How do they know what's good for you?...

2004-08-10T02:23:26Z

Haven't updated in a while Here we go:

Thursday: A bit after swimming, Cb came over, we went to Rita's played some awesome DDR, and called Gina a few times. It was a jovial time as usual. Mandeville Road! ahaha. We saw people that we knew...as I always do. We had a delicious spaghetti dinner and then CB's mom picked her up.

Friday: Fun Friday in swimming =], no laps or anything. We just did these stupid relays, one where we had to swim backstroke with a cup on our head, and all these other stupid strokes. We went off the diving boards a little, then I had to leave. My dad dropped me off to see this little show my brother was doing at his last day of camp. After that, they had a luncheon and I stuck around a little talking to some people. The rest of Friday, I don't think I did very much.

Saturday: Woke up at an annoying early time to go to the Erskine Invitational. shittiest swim meet ever. Everthing was off schedule, and it was so cold my dad had to drive all the way back home and get more sweatshirts and towels. I sat there for a while, swam in back in free. Went off, the high dive that the lake had. I left at 2, as soon as I was done swimming. After that I met up with Gina, Mab, CB, Marc, Ryan, Greg, Kat, Brittany, and Kayla at the mall. Played some DDR. Somewhere over the Rainbow! ahhh, lol. After Awhile with everyone, CB, Gina, Mab, and I went off on our own for a bit. Just walked around, didn't buy anything. Some funny times. After that Mrs. Beck took me home, and that was really all.

Sunday: Went to my cousins' Jenny and Emily's combo birthday party. There was a dog there biting at me, and my grandmother was being embarassing and disturbed, but we did go in the pool. Freezing tho, but not that bad. After dessert and most of the company had left my uncle Mike took me for a ride on his Harley. Very Very Fun. Everyone should ride on a motorcycle someday. After the party we took my cousin Emily home with us.

Today: Woke up very early again and went to babysit my Neighbors. I took them to the park, around 10, where I was brutally attacked by mosquitos. ITCHY! Then my neighbor's friend gave us a ride home and I went back to my house. My mom took me, Emily, and Andrew on a few errands to SPS, The Uniform place (( SO HAPPY AND FREE FROM SCHOOL UNIFORMS =D =D!!!)) We also went to Blimpie, then headed for the mall. It took my cousin forever to find a pair of shoes, but she finally got these cool pink and black cons. I bought some jewlery crap from Hot Topic and Claires before we left. After that we went home, and watched Confessions of a teenage drama queen, as my cousin picked. Not so bad. Okay, Update done

....I brought this game back...

2004-08-05T17:05:51Z

Let's wrap up life.
Tuesday- Swim pratice,then Cienna came over. It was awesome. We went to the lake, played lots of DDR, and watched 13 going on 30. Really good movie, I loved it and I didn't think I would. U can read her journal, she describes our day more.

Wednesday- Swimming in the morning, Went to Chris's house for more swimming in the afternoon. And we had a swim meet that night also. Lake Valhalla and their fancy pants lake club, and that damn rip off snack bar. =P I hung out with Meghan and we went over by some other people. Then I had to go and get marshalled for backstroke. I met Christina and Abby. The coolest most random people on my team. The wombat cheer, lol. For some reason I swam with the fifteen to eighteen year olds in backstroke. and I sucked. O well.

Here is that game I had a few months ago. You take 20 songs from your play list and have people guess the song by the lyrics provided. Happy Guessing! No cheating! and I'm out 2 eat lunch b4 CB comes over.

1) I've been dancing with your ghost, toasting note to note, so Here's to the passing of all that could be, between you and me,

2) So turn up the corners of your lips, part them and feel my fingertips, trace the moment, fall forever, defense is paper thin, just one touch and I begin too deep now to ever swim against the current

3) So we're talking forever and you almost feel better, but that is no excuse for tonight, See it's never bad enough to just leave or give up but It's never good enough to feel right

4) Keep on whispering in my ear, tell me all the things that I want to hear, cause It's true that's what I like about you

5) I am such a sucker, and I'm always the last to know, my insides are copper, I'd kill to make them gold.

6) As for now we're gunna hear the saddest songs and sit alone and wonder how you're making out, but I for me I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone, making out

7) I'm so happy because today I found my friends, they're in my head, I'm so ugly, but that's okay, cause so are you.

8) Get Back, Back, back, to our disaster my hearts beating faster holding on to feel the same.

9) Hey lush, have fun, It's the weekend, And I don't think you know what you've been missing, Forget me, It's that simple

10) It's been agreed the whole world stinks so no ones taking showers anymore, Laugh Hard It's a long way to the bank

11) Come one, come all, into 1984, Yeah three, two, one, Lights Camera Transaction

12) For the last time, take a good hard look, I'm not okay, I'm not okay, You wear me out

13) It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache, but it's made of all the things I have to take

14) So let's play doctor babe, We'll operate today, Incisions must be made, You could help solve this case

15) She went away for the holiday, She said she was going to LA, but she never got there, she never got there, she never got there they say

16) She's beautiful as usual, with bruises on her ego and her killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men

17) You said we were an accident, with accidents you'll never know what can happen, So we were an accident, You'll always be my favorite one

18) It's so simple and complicated. The way you can crush me. No matter how much this hurts, this is through.

19) Open your eyes to the millions of lies that tell you everyday. Open your mind to the clever disguise that the advertisements say.

20) My lifestyle determines my death style, Keep searching, Keep on searching, This search goes on.

...I'm singing in the rain...

2004-07-28T19:42:19Z

It's rainy and I'm bored so it's time for an update.
Monday- Swim practice was quite fun thanks to a little invention called fins. Yeah, they make you go like 3 times as fast. Easy, fun, practice, had to do some sprints without the fins, but it's all good. After practice I had lunch and all at home. Then I went with my mom and bro to mother's friend Lisa's house. I hung out with Jenna for a little bit. Some swimming, but I didn't feel like much. That's all I think I really did Monday.

Tuesday- Swim practice was harder, but I survived. After practice I picked up my neighbor Kerry from day camp and went back to her house and I babysat. It was alright. Got paid, went home around 2:30. Chilled at home for a bit, and then my mom took us to Barnes and Noble for a few hours. It's been a while since I read a book, and I'm still trying to procrastinate on Shitty Great Expectations. I got "How my Journal Became a Best Seller" It's a pretty good book, I'm almost done with it. I also wanted to get the new Taking Back Sunday, "Where you want to be" CD that just came out. They were out tho, Damn! But I did put in an order for it. Can't wait until it comes to my house =]

Today- Did practically nothing after practice. I read the book I got. I played DDR. That's really all. I really wanna hang out with somebody tho. Gina is finally back from that road trip, and Cienna is finally back from camp. And I think we might be having a trumpet sectional someday this week. I dunno. Anyway, I'm in the meet tonight, 1ST WEDNESDAY NIGHT MEET FOR ME!
=] Only shit backstroke tho. O well, gunna kick Wayne's ass again. I'm out.

Oh, and gotta add this cool thing I found

Interesting, Woudn't of guessed my biggest fan, Want an autograph then, Kat? =P

...I know you didn't mean it...

2004-07-19T02:17:52Z

Yesterday- Went to get rid of my brother around 1:30 and left him at hi's friend's party. Then my mom took me to the lake. Swam a little there and went to Trader Joe's. Went to Blockbuster and bought two previewed DVDs (Bruce Almighty and Uptown Girls) Got home and showered, ate some food. Then I went over to the Neighbors to babysit. We played some games and watched the first Spiderman b/c I'd never seen it. I left there house around 11, and made money =]

Today- Did basically nothing, church, watched Bruce Almighty with the family, baked popover mix stuff we got from Maine, and played some DDR.

Don't feel like saying much more, but A few more things to say

-I am no longer angry about Friday's events, It was kind of upsetting, but I knew I'd get over it.

-I miss Gina, She's taking too long on this stupid family trip, and her phone's never on

- Music is my current struggle. My trumpet music is so damn hard, My guitar is still partially broken, and I still want to drum very badly

- Tomorrow is badk to swimming practice since ten days..Uggh.. Gunna feel like hell

..Happy Birthday to Me!...

2004-07-16T02:00:30Z

Just got back from Maine, and Just turned 14! woohoo! =D
I'll update about my trip

Sunday-Woke up at friggin 5am, ugggh..Evilness, The fam and Grandma got in the car, and we drove. We stopped and other crap, but that's too boring, I have to get to the good parts of the trip. We got there around 4 o clock and realized our hotel was a peice of shit. There wasn't even any water in their pool! So we unbooked our reservations and went to a much much nicer place down the road. After check-in, We went into the pool and jacuzzi.

Monday- We woke up pretty early and ate at the little buffet thing, Then we went to Acadia National Park. The view was really beautiful and you could see for a long way ahead. My dad took a bunch of pictures of the scenery. We walked around there and enjoyed the ocean view. For lunch we stopped at this really delicious gourmet place. The lobster soup was one of the best things I've ever tasted. Lobster-Definetly one of the best parts of Maine. After a day at the park, we went back to the hotel and in the pool again.

Tuesday- I'd say this was my favorite day of the trip. In the morning we woke up and went down to the dock for a whale watching trip. The captain took us wayy out into the ocean. We saw puffins, seals, and lots of differnt islands. We finally got out to where the whales were. We saw ten finback whales, and about three up real close. The whales didn't jump really far out, so we didn't get to see their whole bodies, but it was cool. After seeing the whales we went on an hour ride back to mainland. When we got back our family went to a couple awesome little shops and had lunch/dinner. Later on we got back to the hotel we once again headed into the hottub. First our whole family was there with another family, then the rest of my family left and I stayed there. Pretty soon, the whole family decided to leave except their son, Travis. So it was just me and him sitting in the bubbling hottub. We started talking for a while. We talked about all sorts of things until everyone else surounding the pool area left, and it got dark. When we ran out of things to say, he'd just sit there and smile at me until one of us thought of something else to say. After sitting in the hottub for a while, we got out and went into the pool. We started laughing and fooling around and we talked some more. He told me that he was 16 years old and could already drive, and I think, Here he is, with me, the world's biggest loser, who wasn't quite 14 yet.
Finally we got out of the pool, b/c we were soon to be kicked out, since it was getting too late. He walked back with me to the door of my hotel room and said he'd see me later. Well I did see him for a little bit the next day, but all he did was look at me, and that was the last I saw of him. I didn't even get his screen name. That was the end of the 16 year old boy from New York with the blue-green eyes....
Okay, I am obviously boring u to death by now, but if you choose to continue reading, I will tell u that I also was schooled in mini golfing by the rest of my family that night. Moving on to the next day..

Wednesday- Slept a little later b/c Papi and Brother woke up early and went fishing. My mom took me and grandmother shopping. we went to this funny store called Cool as a Moose. They had alot of stuff there, and it was a jolly good time. After we got back from shopping, We went to the oceanerium. We learned all this shizzle about lobster and then we got to touch all thes slimy sea animals. That was fun. Later we had my birthday dinner. I got a big lobster and my family sang me happy birthday in the restuarant.

ONCE AGAIN: TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY! we drove home from Maine and that's all I really did. Thanks people who wished me a happy b-day. If you didn't, u must redeem yourself.
Anyways, Swim meet against LP tomorrow, which we will win, CB! Then Band practice for the trumpet peeps. And Alice, u suck for canceling your party =P

...I hope you're as happy as you're pretending...

2004-07-10T04:14:54Z

Here's the update for the past few days

Wednesday-Boring day,Swim Practice, wasn't in the meet that night, just hung at home, played DDR and shiz

Thursday- Did nothing much after swim practice until night time. Later on I went to the movies with Tori and Cienna. We saw Spiderman 2 and it was so awesome. We were talking like the whole time. Spiderman looks like Father David. lol Tori. Man he is so sexy in those glasses, wow nice earrings. haha It was fun with my peeps.

Today-Swam in the meet at West Milford. Everyone was so apathetic. Itw as pretty dumb. I got 4th place in backstroke, but instead of doing my flip turn, since they only had crap 25meter lanes, I just touched the wall and came back. I sat around, the meet was so goddamn long and West Milford was really disorganized. Me and Val talked about Linkin Park, If only CB were there =] . I swam in our freestyle relay. We all did bad, but whatever Peq won the meet 231-222. Got home from the meet and showered. I went to Tori's crib and her G-ma took us to the movies, YES AGAIN TWO DAYS IN A ROW, where we met Ryan and Samir. Kat, Brittany, and Chelsea came in late for the movie and talked to some Indian boy they thought was Samir. ahahaha. Anchorman was really funny, Spiderman was still better tho. After the movies we bought stupid crap from the little machines. I didn't have quarters tho so Tori gave me her Sandy and Ryan gave me a cool squishy ball. Thanks guys, u made my day. lol. After the movies I stayed at Tori's for a while, where we annoyed Kim online, Jammed on her drums, watched my big Fat Greek Wedding, and played pool. Her brother Nick also tried to eat a watermelon looking bowl at dinner. Lol, He always cracks me up. My mom picked me up at 9:30 or so and I went home and cleaning. More cleaning again. later tomorrow, or rather today since It's after midnight, and then Maine on Sunday. I'll post again before I leave I guess. Cya.

lost_mind_33 @ 2004-07-05T20:06:00

2004-07-06T00:07:29Z

Here's another one, I used this to beat Ryan in our contest =] I WIN!

Fill in the following with lyrics from a particular band or artist

Band or Artist: Blink 182

-Are you a male or a female?: The GIRL at the rock show

-Describe your what you did today: It's hard to wake up, when the shades have been pulled shut

-How do you feel most of the time?: Read my book with a boring ending

-How do you feel about the people who are most loyal to you?: She laughs at my dumb jokes when no one does

-Describe the perfect place for you to be: In the car, I just can't wait to pick you up on our very 1st date

-Describe what hurts you very much: I'm quite aware, we're dying

-What makes you absolutely fed up?: Did you hear, he fucked her?

-How do you feel about love and relationships?: Don't waste your time on me, You're already the voice inside my head

-What would you like to tell a particular someone?: When you smile I melt inside

-How do you feel about your past?: Everything has fallen to pieces, Earth is dying, help me Jesus

-What do you think others say about you?: You're always too loud, everything's too loud

-If you could have one thing right now, what would it be?: Please let me know that my one bad day will end

-Something you wish to improve about your lifestyle?: With all of this I know now, everything inside of my head, It all just goes to show how nothing I know changes me at all

-Give a piece of advice that anyone could benefit from?: Well I guess this is growing up

-Describe one of your best experiences: Turn the lights off, carry me home

-Describe one of your worst experiences: Tidal waves, they rip right threw me

...Time rolls along, between right and wrong...

2004-06-28T01:03:48Z

Well lemme update about my weekend.

Friday's time trials wound up being postponed to tomorrow night, becuase of a thunder storm. So I got to go to Chelsea's Party a little earlier. It wasn't that eventful. They had good food and stuff. I danced a little bit, but sat at the table with my crew most of the time. I played with my cell and we threw pretzels at Kim. That's basically all for Chelsea's.

Saturday was really dull and uneventful. But I watched 50 first dates whihc I must reccomend to you all.

Today was busy. i had to go to friggin church and altar serve all alone. :-\ After that I went shopping at Kohls and bought capris.I onced again searched for the shoes I wanted but I couldn't find them. So when we got home I headed off to Amanda's party. I met some of her friend's who were really nice. Mostly I hung out with CB, Amanda's cosuin Carm, and her friends Diana and Lynn, who I had already met once before. There was a great musical chair game, that Saywr almost won. We didn't stay at the party long tho b/c me and Cb wanted to go to Ryan's. His party was pretty cool. We played DDR when we got there. I also watched a some of dodgeball on his TV, but I'd seen it already so I left and went into the pool. Everyone was out of the pool b4 me and CB came so I just went in alone later and CB and Mab stayed in watched. I only went in for a few minutes tho. We I did butterfly his whole pool got all wavy and looked like someone did a huge cannon ball. It was kinda funny. After I got out of the pool was the most fun. Me, CB, Gina, Mab, and Meg were filming. Meg had taken Ryan's video camera and we started going insane. Making Our Balir witch project video, playing with some boxing gloves we found, and singing like idiots. I wonder what Ryan will think when he watches that video.... lol As if our insanity isn't alreadu evident? Ok well that's the weekend.

P.S. Thanks for this senses fail Cd amanda. it has cool special features and stuff. I love it.

...aaghhh....

2004-06-18T01:10:11Z

Loooong Day Swimming was such agony this morning,We had to swim 500 meters freestyle nonstop, and do relays, and then a whole bunch of laps of every stroke. Then I was babysiting the rest of the day just about. So tired. I think I'll update about the carnival yesterday tho.

<-<-<-Carnival->->->
Before I left for the carnival I went to talk to my swim coach and then I went to pick up Mab. I picked up a couple bathing suits and a shirt at Kohls plus a gift for the parties on Sat. Me and Mab were having a great time picking out totally fab clothing. lol. We got to the carnival around 5:30 and got ready to work our shift. Tori and another girl named Jen helped us out in the italian ice booth. We got some costumers, nothing big tho. We ran into Mike Gordon, who I haven't seen in A WHILE. He came over and hung at the booth 4 a while. The bran muffin! lol Tori. James Kaiser came over kater and started screaming 4 rainbow ice. No we are not giving away free ice!! bahaha. Well I shift ended at 7:30 and got some food and chilled with Marc, Mark, and Ryan for a bit. After that we went on the swings and scat, and Mab finally helped me muster up the courage to ride the silver bullet. And Man, iT WAS SO MUCH FUN! I kept yelling curse words and our hair was flying. Headbanging in slo-mo. hahah Mab we have to go on again tomorrow. Mab left after that so Tori and I walked around. One of Kaiser's friends taped Marc and Ryan together. That was hilarious, Especially when then tried escape. Then Kevin asked me to go on scat with him so I went on again. Kevin kept yelling at these little kids. That was funny too. I hung out with Tori a little more after that and then I saw Kate, and we got inline for the ferris wheel. Kevin wanted to go on the ferris wheel with me, so he came along too. That was pretty insane, we were all squished in, and Tori was yelling at us from below. ahahah. Well that's just about all I need except I hung out with Kate a little while after and stuff. The cranival was awesome Can't wait to go again tomorrow.

Cienna's awesome survey, yes another survey

0-info-0
'~'1. name: Mary
'~'2. petz: we have a rabid little boy running around the house, nothing special
'~'3. age: I will be 14 in nearly a month
'~'4. sign: Cancer
'~'5. town: Piranha Panther Land
'~'6. nickname: Sometimes M.T., Giraffe, Tree, other random names from Tori
0-favorites-0
'~'7. artist (singer/band): Brand New
'~'8. ice cream flavor: Cookie dough or banana split cream ice from rita's
'~'9. place to be: asleep in my room or chillin with the crew anywhere
'~'10. colour (ooh i'm british now) Red, Blue, Black, Hot pink
'~'11. animal:
'~'12. age so far: any age below 11
'~'13. movie: Mrs. Doubtfire is my all time fav
'~'14. tv show: Family Guy is awesome and u gotta love the count down
0-this or that-0
'~'15 mint/gum: gum
'~'16. sandals/flipflops: flippers!
'~'17. chocolate chip/oatmeal rasin: chocolate chip
'~'18. chocolate/vanilla: Strawberry
'~'19. pizza/pasta: either one
'~'20. elmo/cookie monster: Elmo
'~'21. cat/dog: Dog
'~'22. christina/britney(and you have to pick!): It's more fun to insult Britney :-P
0-have u ever-0
'~'23. been to disney land/world?: yea, World
'~'24. gotten a tattoo?: Not unless it was a henna or something
'~'25. been left behind?: Maybe
'~'26. been picked on?: yes
'~'27. hidden something big from your parents like a secret or something?: Not recently, I'm not a big secret keeper
'~'28. stolen something: a bunch of shit, not from stores tho, Like stuff from school, surveys, snood codes, etc.
'~'29. dyed your hair?: Not permanently
'~'30. had to wear a cast?: No
0-random ahhhhh scary-0
'~'31. who was the last person you talked to (not ims): My dad
'~'32. who was the last person to im you: Cienna
'~'33. when did you last have a lot of fun: Yesterday
'~'34. wat time is it now?:7:53pm
'~'35. what time did you wake up today?: Friggin 8:20am b/c I had swimming
'~'36 who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: Gina or CB
'~'37. when was the last time you cursed?: a few minutes ago online, but out loud on that ride at the carnival with Mab
'~'38. do you have a secret love?: love confuses me highly
'~'39. wat is the last cd you listened too?: I think my warped tour cd or something
'~'40. wat are you listening to right now?: This is the new shit-Marilyn Manson
'~'41. what was the last movie you saw?: Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban
'~'42. when was the last time you cried: i don't remember
'~'43. when was the last time you ate: 1 hour ago or so
'~'44. have you ever smoked?: no
'~'45. done something really illegal?: Maybe not REALLY illegal =]
'~'46. skipped school?: yea I think so
'~'47. ran away from home?: Sounds like a good idea
'~'48. have been drunk?: mentally
'~'49. did you poop today?: What kind of question is this? I did change a diaper tho, if anyone needs to know
'~'50. do you give codenames to people: ALL OF THE TIME
'~'51. what are your plans for tomorrow?: Swimming doom in the early A.M., baby sitting, movies with the crew, and carnival
'~'52. wat was the last thing you bought?:a shirt, 2 bathing suits, and a gift for the parties I'm going to at Kohls
0-sps-0
'~'53. favorite year: 3rd grade--good times
'~'54. favorite teacher: Mr. Curreri, Mrs. Chidiac, Maybe others
'~'55. best memories:
'~'56. what do you miss the most: I'll miss my main peeps but It'll be weird without everyone next year
'~'57. wat are you not going to miss the most: I won't miss all our stupid school rules or Are shit uniforms
'~'58. did you like your graduation picture?: not the one with the cap that we had to use for everything, The other one was ok
'~'59. did you like the yearbook: I think it was nice, but it would be better to have a real one that has more pages with hardcover
'~'60. did you like GOdspell: It tore up alot of Friendships, I think, but we got awesome PR for that performance
'~'61. do you like this quiz?: sure since u made it cienna =]
'~'63. who are you glad is out of your life: they will never really be out of my life, I'm glad plenty of peeps won't be that involved in my life, but they'll probably be replaced by bigger idiots
'~'64. did you have a fab time at the dinner dance?: I thought it would suck but it turned out pretty good, I wish I had someone to got with tho
'~'65 who haven't you seen since graduation?: Basically I just haven't seen Chris and Andrew b/c they went on vacation and I don't think I've seen Franco either
'~'66. wat time is it now? : 8:30pm

...game...

2004-06-16T18:17:40Z

I gotta update about yesterday. It was so hilarious.
Cienna came over around 2. We hung out, listened to tunes and played DDR. Around 5 oclock it was time to head off to the Liberty Game. We were rather excited. We got to the game a little late and missed the first 6 or 7 minutes. Our seats were great and Cienna took pictures, but the game turned out really bad b/c the Liberty died. The final score was Storm:86, Liberty:62. The most interesting part of the night way on the way to the game tho. First we were driving in wayne and we saw this kid get hit by a car. Or at least Cienna and My mom saw it. He didn't die or anything but the whole scene caused alot of madness. We stopped there for a while and then left and went on our way. We stopped for dinner for a little while and then we were on our way to New York. We were stuck in traffic for a really long time so we decided to keep ourelves busy. First we saw this guy with a huge pair of wax lips and he started looking at us. Omg that was wayyy weird. Then there was this red car with two old ladies driving and some middle aged guy in the backseat. I started winking at him and blowing kisses. Then I wrote some randomn numbers on a paper with the NYC area code and wrote call me on it. The guy pulled out his cell phone and started dialing! Lmao! So I decided to play along and I grabbed Cienna's cell phone and pretended to talk while winking at him. HAHAHA that was so hilarious. After we passed that Guy's car, This was this young couple that started posing and smiling when Cienna took out her camera. The lady was like sticking her head out the window and waving an everything. lol. Then of course we got the classic middle finger from some kid in a bus. man, that was some trip. hahaha.

Here's a survey I stole from CB even tho she didn't want people stealing =P

What's your name? ::: Mary
Birthplace ::: Could be Mars.. i really dont know
Age ::: I'll be 14 in like a month
Age you act ::: My age ranges from 4-16
Current location ::: Peq. NJ
Eye color ::: brown
Hair color ::: dirty blond
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: righty
Zodiac sign? ::: cancer
H0eight? ::: 5'8, very giraffe-like
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::: Polish and Hungarian
Your hair ::: pretty dull, straight, medium length
Your fears ::: I guess that varies
Your perfect room ::: a huge bed with fluffy pillows, a hot tub, game system, and tons of posters of awesome bands on the walls
What you practically do in a day ::: Breathe, Eat, Take up space, hang out, etc.
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: shithead, dude, sassy ...others
Phrases you overuse ::: "Shut up" when I'm talking to my brother, and I endlessly ramble about crap so that counts 4 something
Your first thought when you wake up ::: More sleep please or goddamn I'm hungry
Your greatest accomplishment ::: I guess just stayin alive
Something you want to do ::: Get more of a life
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: Wendy's is better
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: neither
Chocolate or vanilla ::: chocolate
Adidas or Nike ::: A.D.I.D.A.S. All day I dream about sex! haha I dunno, I'm not a big fan of either
Black or white ::: black 4 sho
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: Bills of course
Burgers or hot dogs ::: Burger, Hot dogs are overprocessed crap
Egypt or France ::: Egypt sounds more exotic
Rock or rap ::: ROCK ON!
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: no smoking is icky
Cuss ::: cuss is a dumb word, but I do use curse words
Sing well ::: I can sing but I'm not talented
Sing in the shower ::: totally
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: yea Mostly I argue with myself
Believe in yourself ::: not really, again I argue with myself way too much
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: Yea Especially when I steal them from CB
Play an instrument ::: Trumpet, a little guitar, wanna learn drums
Want to go to college? ::: all the way to doctorate baby! Ok well I wouldn't get my hopes that high, but of course I wanna go 2 college
Want to get married? ::: most def.
Want to have children? ::: maybe
Think you're a health freak? ::: not really but I have my healthful moments
Get along with your parents ::: only when they are mentally stoned
Get along with your siblings? ::: No but somehow my friends love the little jerk
Think you're popular ::: hahahahahaha yea...right
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: Yea I was just in NY
Drank alchohal ::: yup I had a bit
Smoke ::: no I don't like smoke
Get high ::: mentally
Done any drugs ::: depends what u mean
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: no That's gross
Been on stage ::: yea...GODSPELL
Gone skinny dipping ::: Never have never will
Been dumped ::: no
Dyed your hair ::: no but It sounds like a good idea
Stolen anything ::: This survey
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: We all are quite insane
Loudest ::: Tori always yells at me 4 being too loud
Most shy ::: Not sure
Blondest ::: Blondest? what a dumb question.
Smartest ::: Gina, Cienna, and Ryan
Kindest ::: Cienna
Best personality ::: CB
Most talented ::: we all have very special gifts...hehe
Best singer ::: Mab
Most ghetto ::: Marc hehe
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: Alice!
Pain in the ass :::not mentioning names
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: lots of people, but I dont call them friends
Funniest ::: Tori or Gina
Best person for advice ::: Mab
Dependable ::: I dunno
Trustworthy ::: Cienna
Druggie ::: CB
Most likely to end up in jail ::: Alice would get arrested then fool the cops out of it lol
Person you've known the longest ::: Amanda
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: DDR arrows flying through my brain
Last nightmare ::: I dunno
Car ride ::: Last night coming home from the liberty game
Last time you cried ::: a while ago, unless it was tears of laughter
Last movie seen ::: Harry P #3
Last movie rented ::: I dunno but amy rented along came polly when I was at her crib
Last book read ::: Does my yearbook count? :-D
Last word said ::: Good night andrew
Last curse word said ::: shit
Last time you laugh ::: earlier today
Last phone call ::: My mom
Last CD played ::: Dude ranch--Blink182
Last song you listened to ::: something from DDR
Last annoyance ::: My brother was a huge pain in the ass today
Last IM ::: Chelsea
Last weird encounter ::: When I looked in the mirror
Last person you hugged ::: I can't remember. I was giving hugs out like candy at my grad party tho
Last person you yelled at ::: Someone in my family
Last time you wore a skirt ::: For graduation...no wait that was a dress
Last time you've been evil ::: 24/7
Sarcastic? ::: recently
Last time you fought with your parents ::: a few hours ago, nothing big tho
Last time you wished upon a star ::: I don't belive in that bullshit but stars are fun to look at with my papi's telescope
Played Truth or Dare ::: Last week, man that was fucked up
Spent quality time alone ::: right now
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: no I signed off
Do you feel lonely ::: all the time
Ever TP'd someone's house ::: nope, sounds fun
How about egging someone's house ::: planned to, never did
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: Who the hell are you?!
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: No they are definetly not
Yo Momma ::: Yo daddy!
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: yucky, NO!
What do you think of George Bush? ::: He's pointless, but my grandma is fuckin obsessed with him. I can tell u he's NOT getting reelected
Any secret fetishes?: Ok that's weird...I...Uh.. don't think so
Do you like to wear chains? not really they look better on my friends
How many languages do you speak? ::: English. A little spanish, select Polish phrases =P
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: not really but my feet are exhausted from DDR
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) :::what the hell? I dont really care.

...Would you mind if I sat next to you and watched you smile?...

2004-06-14T02:41:17Z

One of the best weekends in a long while 4 me.

Friday--> 1st swim team practice. It was quite tiring. I hope I survive this season. It's going to be alot of work. It was a little weird b/c I didn't know anyone, and I wasn't really that fast when we did our laps. O well, I hope it gets better. After Swim practice I went home and showered, then headed off to Amy's party around 6. We had this really great food there thet her dad made. We also watched Along came Polly, which was funny but we never got to finish it. We played a bit of DDR too. Tori's madre picked us up from Amy's and we went to her crib. More DDR there of course. We had a fun time doing role play too =) Only the people who were there would know.(Me, Tori, Cb, Gina, Mab, Cienna and Alice) Not as good as our other role plays tho. We talked and stuff 4 a while too. We finally fell asleep between 2 and 3 or something. I had my lovely air matress. =) Alice kept kicking people and getting too close tho. lol.

Saturday--> Everybody woke up around 7 but I slept an extra hour b/c I was tired as hell from swimming and all. We played more DDR and left to see Harry Potter at noonish. We tried bringing food into the theater and this shitty lady confiscated it. We managed to smuggle a bit anyway. The movie was awesome. Better than the second and first. I'd see it again 4 sure. During the movie I kept making dumb coments with CB, Cienna, and Gina. Ahh It's REALLY PAINFUL. lol And Lupin's mine! haha. Lupin's really the best tho. And what's the deal with everybody thinking Harry's so hot. Nah, better looking than her was in the other movies tho. After the movie I got picked up and Tori's and ran some errands. Then it was time for Marysa's party. It was kinda broing in the beggining but it became really fun. We had lots of pizza and good food. Not to mention the bubbles we drank lol. We did alot of dancing. It was hilarious when Alice danced with the old people hahahha. I went to bed right after the party b/c I was exhausted.

Sunday--> Today was abolutely awesome!! It was my graduation party. I had to get ready for it all morning and blow up water balloons, set up chairs, and clean. Finally Guests started arrived and the party began. We played lots of DDR. We had a tournament Too. Ryan won that, of course =] Then there was the water fight. That was really fun too. I liked throwing ballons at people and getting them soaked. Some people didn't like getting wet, but come on, It was all in good fun. There was lots of food and desserts. My whole family was quite fascinated by DDR. I even got my aunt Carol to play it at the end of the party. hehe. Near the end of the party Gina, Tori, Meg, Kevin, Marc, and Mab had an ice fight. I wasn't there for the whole thing, but in the end I poured a big cup of ice water on Marc's head. sorry about that Marc =D. Yea, so the party was awesome. I'm tired of typing and I wanna go open my presents. Cya.

...And we'll all float on anyway...

2004-05-28T22:53:10Z

This is another lovely song I must just say. I like the way it discusses irony and provides encouragement. Anyway...Plenty of stuff happened over the past few days.

Wednesday-Area D mass at St. John Kanty for all Graduates in Clifton Catholic Schools. It was pretty long and they talked about rainbows and shit. Greg and Mark were just telling me stories and making me laugh. It was alright. Brittany Mullen including some other stupid annoying people I used to play in basketball. And they just had to come up and talk to me...Uggh. O well The luncheon we had was good. Gina was being a fool and we were laughing. When we got back from the mass we got our yearbooks :-) I got voted most school spirit. Shit award- but the yearbook is pretty awesome otherwise. Some insane pictures of me in there lol. It's hard 4 me to think of what to write in some people's yearbooks b/c they have made such a huge impact on my life.

Thursday- Helped little children wth field day, grades K-3. It was more fun than Tuesday's Field day. I hung out with a bunch of people and played around with the kids. The end of the day sucked tho, b/c we had to clean everything up all by our selves and people freaked out at me and my friends for taking a water ballon. Man that was really stupid. But watever...

Today- We didn't do that much in our classes that we had in the morning. Watched some Nazi video in Social Studies. Reading we talked alot. At lunchtime CB was watching two ants fuck each other. She was rather fascinated with this 'ant porn' Oh boy... In the end I wound up stepping on the ants. The afternoon we just chilled in our classes. My mom gave out candy to the entire class. We decided our class song would be 'Raise me up' by Josh Groban. Sounds good to me. It's a nice song. That's all for today

I can't believe we graduate in Only one week. I can't even describe how I feel about it. I'm just ready to enjoy my long weekend and hang out with CB, Mab, and Tori. More on that later.

...The clock ticks life away...

2004-05-22T04:09:10Z

I can't believe we graduate in two weeks! It's going to be so weird without the same group of people I've seen everyday for the past 10 years. I am really gunna miss them. Well lemme update about the past few days.
Wednesday-I don't remember what we really did. It was just a school day of the same old crap.

Thursday-Loads of stuff happened. In school we had to go to church b/c it was Ascension Thursday. After that we had class. We got to leave school at 11:50 so we could prepare for the big night. After we left my mom took me 4 a quick lunch and then to get my hair done. I really liked the way it came out and It stayed in pretty well. From the hair place I got to the nail place for a manicure and pedicure. That was very nice and relaxing.

Thursday Night- The dinner dance was alot better than I expected. Everyone looked so elegant. My dad got me a corsage and he took alot of pictures b4 we left. When I got there Mab and Amy greeted me and we waited for the rest of our crew. We had to process in one by one as our name and the place where we were going to HS was called. Then we sat down 4 dinner. My table consisted of Gina, Cienna, Mab, Marc, Tori, Alice, Amy, and a few others. The food was good, but we were barely at our table b/c of all the dancing we did. It was funny when the teachers danced. Even Mrs. Zito really got her groove on. lol. We had an awesome time dancing. Lots of fun and laughs. When Tipsy came on we all sang loud and proud. CB was trying to teach me, Gina, and Ryan the correct way to dance to Jump on it. Of course Get low came on and we grooved. Finally it was time to give out the teacher year book dedication. When Mr. Curreri had won it, he looked as if he was about to cry. aww he was really happy tho. Then they announced Valedictorian. As we all knew, Ryan was valedictiorian. If u r reading this, Way to go! Saludictorian (spelled check) was Meghan. I was a little surprised but Meg really really desereves it. The oratorian (spell check that 2) was Gina. Good Job G! Near the end of the night they played slow songa. I'm gald they hadn't played too many b/c I didn't have a "date" for this dance. I sat out the one slow song, but danced the other with Samir. We talked about how we are going to stone the backstreet boys. haha. Then we got into a big class swaying circle, as they played the graduation song. Lots of people cried again, but I still didn't. I was just trying to enjoy the night, and I did =]

Friday: We had a delayed opening at school today but I skipped it to go to my mom's graduation from MSU at the meadowlands. 2,989 people were graduating! We couldn't see my mom b/c we were in the nosebleed section and my dad was taking pictures of the wrong person. It took an hour just for the procession plus loads of speeches by "distingiushed" people. Finally it ended and we got to go 2 this cool little Italian Restuarant. Really good food. mmm. After we went out to eat I went back to say school to say hi to the crew at around 230. Tons of people were absent too. But I just chilled 4 a little bit.

Tonight: My mom took me, Gina. along with her friend and her daughter to watch this show thing at Booton High School. It was like a play but it had the Red team with one Play V.S. the black team with another play. Lots of it was girls dancing and stuff. They did this awesome thing with glow-stix. The best part was with the guys. They did all these hilarious dances and stuff. The show was pretty enjoyable. Well I'm gunna go b/c I'm tired. Good night.

...Like glass we break...

2004-05-16T02:31:25Z

Well I have some stuff to say. Yesterday was well...weird. I guess. Medieval Times with class was okay. It wasn't as good as when I was younger and went there, but the food was good. Some knight guy threw flowers, and Of course Alice caught one. haha. After our knightly experience we went to the Wesley Inn to swim. Everyone put on their suits and we had a volleyball game. I raced a couple of people in different strokes and won everytime :-D. Pequannock Swim Team here I come! anyway It wasn't all that good...Later lots of stupid dramatic crap happened. On the bus ride home we watched our godspell tape but Tori was gettinga ll choked up and I felt sad. Life has just been ehh...

Today was more fun tho. I woke up at 11:30 and cleaned up the house. CB came over around 2 oclock. We had some pizza and hung out. Then we walked over to my brother's baseball game. It was a close and suspensful game but he wound up loosing = \ 9-8. After the game we went to Rita's =] yum. I got a gelotti with cookies and cream ice. CB and I just chilled at my house 4 a while and talked to peeps online. Then we went 4 a bike ride. I nearly got us lost, and Cb spazzed out and fell on a curb, but was fine, as we got closer to my house tho she fell and ripped her pants, scrapping her knee and elbow. luckily she survived and we were able to hang out 4 a little more after. She left around 8 o clock and then my mom got me quiznos for dinne. ok well I'm out. good day.

...GODSPELL RULES...

2004-05-14T03:26:19Z

The past few Days of Godspell were absolutely awesome! Tuesday we practiced more, but otherwise nothing interesting happened. Wednesday we put on our show 4 the Prime times/ Old timers =P Plus the Pre-K to third grades came to watch also. They loved it. except some of the kids laughed at parts like when Jesus was being crucified, o well it's all good. After school me and CB froliced in the rain. Then we helped Mark and Ryan with folding playbills for The Godspell presentation.

Today we performed for grades 4-8 in school. They didn't laugh as much as the Prime Timers and Little kids but they still enjoyed it. They still enjoyed it tho. After the performance we got to leave school at 11:50. :-D Just about the whole class went to the Hearth. I sat with Tori, Mab, CB, and Marc. Joan, Danielle, Mark and Greg were at the next table and kept calling Tori's phone. haha that was funny. Then I spazzed out and spilled sauce on my leg lol. Marc and Mab were crackin up. After the hearth, me, CB, Mab, and Joan went to Tori's. She gave us a tour of her lovely crib. Then we walked over to Ryan's house. He wasn't home so we had to walk almost all the way back to Tori's b4 we decided to turn back to his house. We were on the phone with him the whole way there and he told us that his wasn't home as we stood dying in the heat. But he was just kidding thank God and he came outside and chilled we us. We were at his house for like an hour just sitting on his front lawn. Ryan I love your grass lol. It is so comfortable. Mab was playing with her magic stick. haha. We decided to walk back to Tori's b/c Joan had to leave. After Joan left CB left a little afterward. CB's mom got mad at her 4 forgetting her clothes in Tori's mom's car. We felt really bad. =[ well after that we did have fun just going insane in Tori's house. Mab kept trying to fix my hair and Tori just laughed at me. We had some pizza and left 4 the play around 6

The play was so friggin awesome. MAGNIFICENTsaid our principal. Everyone loves my funny voice impressions. Meghan's song was so good. Ryan did all his lines perfectly. Gina's lets's have some wine kicked. Cienna's duet with me was fabulous. Everyone else did such a damn good job. I went home tonight with THREE boquets of flowers and our entire class got a standing ovation. All our endless hours of work were worth it!!!!!! After the play I talked to a bunch of people who praised our class. I also had a great convo with the band we had. Our bass player and drummer kicked major ass! Then we also had food and the girls attacked the guys with water. Many of us got drenched.
O well It's getting late Tommorow is class swim party HELL YEA!

GODSPELL 2004 ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...Turn the lights off, carry me home...

2004-05-08T20:05:32Z

I don't have much to say 4 today. I just babysat and did stuff around the house. I'm gunna update mostly about yesterday b/c it was a really awesome day. We had an award ceremony made by the student council. I got to present Mrs. Conforti an award. Marc and Ryan were hilarious with their rap for Father David. Yesterday was also the May Crowning. It was really pretty. Ashley and Mark were randomnly chosen to crown Mary. Ryan and I got to read. I nearly tripped and fell when I got up to read. I'm such as spaz. lol. Meghan sang Ave Maria and did a completly awesome job. After the mass we took tons of pictures. School ended shortly after.

We went to the hearth like we normally do. Me and Cienna walked together and met up with Marc, Chelsea, Ryan, Kayla, Mark, Samir, and Greg. After that me and Cienna walked back to school and helped decorate 4 the dance. Our nice class parents gave us drinks :-) The boys came later and we ran around like insane people in the gym 4 a while. It was fun. When the class parents left my mom took Cienna back to my house. We got ready 4 the dance and chilled a bit. Then my mom took us to Friendly's to celebrate her best friend's birthday. The people at Friendly's were so slow but we enjoyed it anyway.

We go to the dance like an hour late, but that was OK. The dance was the best part of the day. I had Samir prank call my brother, who ended up calling him an asshole. haha I got to dance with Peter b/c he is my little homie and I will miss him so much next year. We all danced like idiots to hip hop music. I was wearing a lei on my head and losing it. very fun. Near the end of the night I danced with Samir b/c he's also a dude I will miss next year. At the very end the whole eighth grade danced in a big circle to Vitamin C's graduation. It was our last dance ever at SPS =[ alot of people were crying. I didn't manage to cry yet but i kno When I see my guy friends crying on graduation day I will. I just can't belive we are graduating in less than a month Where did it go? I gave everyone hugs and high fives. We were hanging out at the school for almost an hour. Ryan was texting people to comfort them and then he hit me in the head with a sprite can. haha Ryan is going to be Marc's mommy and they are going to play Micheal Jackson and Catch together. lol It's funny things like that I'll miss most.
After the dance I took Tori and Cienna to the soda pop shop. Amy, Kim, and Victoria met us there. I talked to Amy basically the whole time. She's a pimpette. ;-) hehe.

Well that's alot 4 one day but it was surely memorable. Mucho love to SPS C/O 2004. Post a comment peeps

...Whoa, I want to hate you half as much as I hate myself...

2004-05-04T00:49:07Z

I love this song. It has so much meaning in it and it's a good melody. Okay let's fill in this page with what's happened since Saturday. Saturday was a pretty awesome day, which can be rare 4 me. It was Cienna's bowling party. I sucked at bowling terribly but did get a few spares. It was a blast despite me being the queen of gutter balls. Alice stupidly put on the bowling shoes without socks. haha that was just like Alice... After C's party the Bochises kidnapped me to take me to the mall. I picked out a dress 4 Gina to wear to the dinner dance. It looks quite elegant on her, but I kno she didn't like it as much as she wanted too. :-/ Well we had a fun time as always, b/c its impossible not to with Gina. :-) Funny inside jokes as always, I love nerds, and buying pretzels. Her mom took us to the diner after the mall, and then I got home around 11. when I was home I decided I should put on my May crowning dress. Holy Crap, It almost fell off! I realized taht I had lost alot of weight since I last wore it in August, but I was kinda pissed b/c I loved that red dress so much, and its significant to me, b/c of the memories I have when wearing it. So, Sunday morning I had to run out to JC Penny with my mom. I got a lavender dress for may crowning and a white one for graduation. Still not the same as that Red dress, tho :-( From the mall we headed back to SPS to register my brother 4 school. Me and Gina then went to the hearth. We headed back to SPS for Godspell practice from 2-6. I like the play but I am getting so sick of the issues ppl have when they are acting. Too many people get their feelings hurt too many times. We were supposed to be a community...Well screw that. At least me and Cienna had a good time, taking funny pictures with her camera. If it weren't for friends like her I'd be six feet under 4 sure. Didn't do much after practice. I just talked to CB, Gina and Marc on the phone and did homework crap. Today was Godspell the entire day until 430. Same as always, Do u really need to listen to me anymore?

...Grueling week...

2004-04-30T22:38:42Z

I haven't updated in quite a while, and That's b/c tons of homework and Godspell 24/7 lately. O man, it's been terrible at times. The teachers scream at us every 5 seconds 4 not being perfect. And they friggin change a scene every 5 minutes. Worst of all they kicked me and Greg out of the last supper. I was replaced b/c my Goodbye to Jesus was not significant enough. Fuckers replaced me, so I was pretty pissed. I am gunna prove to them that I can act and I will rock the show, despite that. So ha! Well It's not all that bad tho. Cienna, Alyssa and me made up new lyrics to O God I'm dying. Haha. and me and Cienna have the most fun, doing our dance and face painting, and best of all our inside jokes- He's intimatley looking at the curtain Lmao! Plus calling Gina from Practice when she was sick, class parents provides pastries and other laughs, like the hilarious things Marc says. And hopefully Godspell will kick ass when we put the play on and show everyone how awesome our class is.
Well All I gotta say is TGIF! Today was a good day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CIENNA! I can't wait till her party, even tho I suck at bowling, but it will be fun. I couldv'e said alot more but I wanna eat dinner so bye bye peeps

...I lean against the wind, pretend that I am weightless...

2004-04-25T02:36:08Z

Howdy Readers... Last two days have been pretty insane, although Father and Brother are out camping this weekend, so that's made it a bit quieter. Friday school was the basic shit. We had a student council meeting. Marc just made me laugh the whole time and we basically did nothing. Then later in the day we finished watching the Godspell Movie...AGAIN. After that we worked on our brain works stuff. Ryan was explaining estrogen. My, God that was strange... Later in the day I went to CB's party. It was just the main crew, her, me, Mab, Tori and Gina. It was awesome. CB enjoyed the Green day CD I gave her with that CD case thing. Gina gave her these happy bunny PJs that she slept in. Not to mention she also slept with the new converse all stars that Mab gave her on. haha she loves em. We had to work on our project for Fine arts. We made a mix tape of Broadway songs. I played CB's lil sister's trumpet for one of them. It was completely mad. We started watching the koRn DVD and calling people admist our insanity. We finished our Fine Arts project around 2:30 am. Then we started to watch Pirates of the Caribean with Hot Johnny :-) But we didn't finish it b/c we were talking to much. We fell asleep around 4:30am. We woke up around 8 b/c Tori had to leave then for her Cheering competition. Then we ate bagels and muffins and watched Cheaper by The Dozen. Mab left just b4 9. After Mab was gone, CB, Me, and Gina continued to loose our minds. We recorded us singing everything from Brand New's Last Chance to Loose your keys, to koRn Y'all wanna single, to J-kwon's Tipsy. We also made comentary on the CDs we had of our guy friends singing and recorded it. Well I would say that your G-string was out of tune, but you know what that sounds like lmao! So much fun, the By My Side rap was the best. haha...My mom came to pick me and Gina up at 12ish. Gina stayed at my house 4 an hour, while I nearly fell asleep. Went to sleep until 4:30, when my mom woke me up 4 church. I had to altar serve all alone. It was shit. Father Peter kept splashing me with Holy Water. Deacon Greg kept messing up. After church my mom took her and I to Charlie Brown's We had to wait forever to get seating and my mom was ready to ask 4 Crayons b/c she was bored. wow lol...Food was tatsy tho. Well that's about all. Except I have a new webpage 4 my poetry. It's in my profile as a link, it's just my old free webs one that I fixed up.
www.freewebs.com/differentthanothers5 Do visit. Good bye

...Spring Breeze...

2004-04-18T23:13:03Z

Haven't updated since Thursday. Which was just about the worst day ever. Woke up on Friday and felt like dying, but then things got better. Went over Gina's house around 1230. Mab, Meg, and Cienna came too. We worked on the Julius Caesar project. It turned out friggin awesome and hilarious. If u r in our reading class you'll just have to wait until we present it. Gina's house was so fun. We ate bagels b/c bagels rule! haha Cienna. We jammed with the 5 zillion instruments Gina has in her house. I stayed their till about 7, when Gina and Cienna took me back home. My dad had his friends over and they started talking about their old baseball days. it was kinda funny, but boring afterward. I was on the phone most of the night anyway.
On Saturday the weather was beautiful. I woke up and went to babysit. Then I went to watch my brother's baseball scrimmage. He looks so funny in all that catcher equipment. hehe He did pretty good tho. He got a base hit and stole third. My brother's coach is really funny and his son is kinda cute. ;-) I wanna talk to that kid someday. After the game I chilled inside, and then I took my bike out for a ride halfway across town. Ahh, That was nice.
Today was the surprise party 4 my aunt Stella at VFW. She turned ninety. Wow I'll be happy to make it to 35. She was so surprised I thought she would have a heart attack. Good thing she didn't tho. We had good food and stuff. Again my cousins who are guys started comparing their breast sizes. My cosuin Travis bragged to be a double K. haha they are so weird. My cousins dueled each other in trouble. They started all accusing each other of cheating and cursing at each other. I was just laughing. Then later we went outside to play wallball. With My cousin's that's just freakin hilarious. First I almost got hit by a car, Then My cousin Kym threw our first tennis ball over the wall and we couldn't get it so, My cousin Travis had to go and steal this other ball from someone's yard. A couple times that ball rolled down into this yard, and my cousins had to climb over this six foot wall to get back up from getting it. The funniest part was when Travis got yelled at by this crazy old lady 4 jumping over her fence. haha u wouldv'e had to be there. Yea it was an interesting party. Tommorow is school. That sucks. So much crap is going on. I dont really wanna go back :- / oK I'm out then

...Goodbye, Lay the blame on Luck...

2004-04-16T00:40:12Z

When I woke up this morning I knew I was going to have crappy day. As soon as I got out of bed just b4 11, I got a call from my mom's friend saying that her mother-in-law died. News of Death is always a great way to start the day. uggh...A little later CB told me to call b/c she was bored. So I called her, and we called Gina and Mab. We were all alone wacthing the siblings, and celebrating the fact that we have no life. Marc asked me to come with him and some other peeps to the park today but I just decided not too :-/ I spent most of the day online. I got yelled at my mom and was forced to clean :-( Mab and I were just going insane:

iAMSPECIAL 33 5: i think he wants to take u to a movie
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: but i dunno like what u wanna c and stuff
KoRnKickz696: i dont kno wut i wanna see either home on the range lmao
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: Haha that's a sexy movie
KoRnKickz696: lmao
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: i heard the animals really have a bangin time
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: Gina saw it
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: That movie has sex and violence tho, It's very bad 4 u
KoRnKickz696: lmao
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: The animals kick each other and I bet the cows make a few calfs during the movie
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: and of course there is the terrible language
KoRnKickz696: lmao o my
KoRnKickz696: moo
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: Probably call the donkey an ass or something
KoRnKickz696: lmao hahaaaaaaaaaaaaa
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: I seriously kno nothing about the movie tho
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: But if I made the movie this would be it
KoRnKickz696: lmao
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: MAn U've laughed your ass off so many times I bet your butt has left
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: just got up and left
KoRnKickz696: yes it has
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: hahahaha
KoRnKickz696: im odd
KoRnKickz696: bahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: me 2
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: I'm odder than an otter that lost its trunks in the bay
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: sounds like something gina would say
KoRnKickz696: yeah when shes in her dope freak out modes
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: haha
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: well she's needs to stop sharing those illegal drugs with CB
KoRnKickz696: haha
KoRnKickz696: i gotta pee
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: u always have to when we start laughing
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: ok then lol
KoRnKickz696: i kno brb
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: ok
KoRnKickz696: ok
KoRnKickz696: back
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: okay
KoRnKickz696: get a dog lil ongie!
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: I can't get a dog my mom is allergic :-(
KoRnKickz696: baha
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: THE PEOPLE ARE COMING TO TAKE ME AWAY!
KoRnKickz696: lol
KoRnKickz696: i m watching mad tv
iAMSPECIAL 33 5: i'm going Mad
KoRnKickz696: me 2
KoRnKickz696: lalalalala

Yeah that's a part of the convo we had. Literally going insane. So I decided to go out and give myself some fresh air. I shot some hoops with My bestest buddies Kerry and Brendan. aww they are so sweet. I teach them basketball stuff and they give me hugs. :-) cute kids hehe. Then I came inside. Ate Ice cream and it makes me feel chilly. brrr! Still putting off that reading homework. I'll do it...someday

...Easter...

2004-04-12T03:02:06Z

Downloading is fun. More Brand New music 4 me. <3 them They rock, and not just their CD your Favorite Weapon-haha CB<--Happy birthday in advance for tommorow. bff :-)

So Today was Easter. Had to get up early 4 Church at 10. Father Tom was acting like psycho as usual. God, when are they gunna come take him away already?! Anyway they had trumpeters and drummers at church which was cool. I'm gunna be up there playing my trumpet someday :-) Went to my uncle Vic's lake like I do every Easter. So fun and Insane. Had an Easter egg hunt. My cousin Kris beat us all to the eggs. Not fair He's almost 17. hehe anyway. I got lots of candy. Overloaded on Sugar. My cousin Kym and I watched William Hung's She bangs video. It was so dumb. It's funny tho, he has these slutty girls all around him while he is wearing a raincoat. lol. Dinner with the cousin was the normal craziness. Travis stole all the mashed potatoes. Me and Kym tried to put some on his chair so he would sit on it, but he didn't fall for it. we are so immature lol. Since the weather sucked we basically just watched TV. Me and Kym were arguing over that sexy janitor in Billy Madison. hahaha. When It got dark, we played man hunt. I hit my head on a stupid stone windowsill, and I nearly got stuck in the bush.

...Eating Seeds as a past time activity....

2004-04-11T00:57:26Z

Been off 4 the past three days. It's been good, been pretty busy.

Thursday-Woke up at 10ish. Then I got ready to go to the movies. My mom took me, my brother, and my Grandma to see Mel Gibson's The Passion of the Christ. Man, thats some movie. This was the only movie I remember seeing that made me cry. In this one scene that had Jesus falling with his cross being helped by his mother, with a flashback of him falling and being helped by his mother as a little boy. God, I just couldn't help it. There was so much blood. The devil scene was kinda disturbing, with the possesed baby and Children. It Really made you appreciate Good Friday. I think It' s good movie 4 everyone to see. It's worth the money. I say Gibson donates his money to charity tho. He's making all this money off God. :-\ O well. After the movie I went home for a little bit. Then I had to serve at church which was completely pointless. They already had 4 other ppl there. I did nothing. We had to process through the school halls into the chapel. It was so crowded and there was all these candles. If someone were to drop a candle the whole place would burn and no1 would have been able to escape. Stupid Parish... anyway that's about it 4 Thursday

Friday- Woke up around 10 again. Had to clean up the stupid house. as always. damn cleaning. Later on around 330 we picked up Gina, and Celebrated our Good Friday tradition. We had a big dinner, but no meat tho. Gina and I took a walk outside b/c It was nice. Then we went to see the Living stations that the youth group does every year. They weren't as good as other years but watever. I went home and downloaded Limeware. Now I can get free music :-P yay!

Saturday-slept till 11 and then had to babysit like every Saturday. Got paid extra 4 Easter :-D. I went home and had this yummy stuffed crust pizza. Then I went outside and played with my favorite little boy in the entire world, Brendan, Hehe. He's cool. I was outside 4 a litle while, then I went in. My mom then took me to Kohls. i had to get a shirt to wear to Easter mass tommorow. also got a pair of black capris with a red belt. GrOoOvy. hehe Then my mom took me to Trader Joe's, Geez that's like her 5th time going there this week. They got good stuff tho. Okay thats everything.

Tommorow is Easter I love Easter cuz I get to chill with the kick-ass family. We'll probably hike around my uncle's lake and stuff. O and then we have our jolly little egg hunt More like an egg war the way me and my cousins fight to get the eggs lol. I just love going to the lake. My family is so insane. It's awesome

...I think I'm different, Is this where I belong?...

2004-04-06T20:59:54Z

Last two days at school were nothing special. Godspell Yesterday, I got picked to sit at the last supper. That was rather jolly. Mark accidentally said o shit into the mic when singing yesterday. lol. Everyone laughed. Today was kinda fucked up. We had a stupid math test that I still didn't finish. It was long and confusing as usual. In gym and Latin half the class left to do stuff. It was stupid and boring. School has been really really getting on my nerves lately. At least tommorow we get off 4 break. That's such a relief! Basically all school is, just teachers yelling bullshit at us the whole day and assigning excessive amounts of homework. Then there's Godspell. It's actually really fun 4 me. I guess it's stressful at times, but I can't wait to see what everyone thinks of the play. Everyone is kind of in end of the year mode. Basically there are 4 different types of people in our class. There are those very concerned about their grades, and getting kinda nervous about how they'll place in high school, Then we have the ones who think that their life is over and that the sky will soon fall upon us all, next there is the type that are living on cloud nine and life is all like one big party, and of course there is a small group in our class that really need to take their big egos and shove them up their asses (Those people probably aren't reading this, b/c they all either hate me or care nothing 4 my exsistence.) I guess there are a select few like me too. I don't kno which one I am. My mood is never really estatic or truly depressed. I kind of just take up space. O well, In 2 months we graduate and swimming season begins. I wonder if my life will ever become any different. Later

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